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No one is required to forgive you if you fuck up. No one is required to accept your apology. You make an apology to accept your wrongdoing, that you understand it and to announce a responsibility to improve. Not to solicit forgiveness. If forgiveness is given, great, but no one is obligated to forgive. Ever.







do you ever get the urge to get up in the middle of the night while everyone else is fast asleep and just walk places and to be completely alone and entirely dedicated to your thoughts

yes but the problem is i dont want to get murdered u feel me

i feel you 

we all feel you 

why are so many people touching me

This is why you don’t walk around in the middle of the night

I’m on the verge of tears right now because I’m so fucking overwhelmed. I fucking hate everything I’m so upset and I just don’t know what’s going on and I just want to break and curl up in a ball and not be here suicide has been fucking with my head all god damn day and when I was at grappling tonight I just wished the guy wouldn’t let go with I tapped in a chokehold. I fucking hate everything I’m a shitty fucking person and I’m just not good. I’m not nice I’m not funny or happy I’m fucking miserable and I don’t know how to fucking fix myself anymore I’m so fucking lonely here and I just… Everything makes me so fucking upset I had a panic attack in Algebra and I just… I hate myself. I had a while where I didn’t hate myself but I didn’t like myself either I was just neutral but fuck I just… I can’t keep doing this. I can’t keep letting everyone get attached to me and I can’t keep making people care about me. I just need to be held and just not be alone for fucking once I feel so empty and unhappy and I don’t know what to do with myself anymore. I can’t sleep because you fucking haunt my dreams, I can’t eat without feeling like I putting someone down I can’t fucking do anything right. I’m so fucking confused…

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